LIFE CHANGING EVENT - HOW I TRANSLATE IT TO ABSTRACT ART

                    For the people who know me or would see me, the first thing they would notice about me is my hair. Yes, my long, curly, soft hair. They would ask me if I had gotten my hair done or if it is a perm. I would tell them “It’s just natural. I got it from my mother.” I would always smile at their envious reactions. After that they would ask me why I was growing my hair. I would just say that “It’s just nothing. I don’t know why I’m even doing it.” But they don’t know the real reason why I’m doing it.

Have you ever lost a loved one because of cancer? How old were you? How do you feel about that experience? Have you done something to help that person go through life normally? I’ve lost a few loved ones because of cancer. I was still a kid back then. I wasn’t even in my teenage years back then. And the worst thing about it is that I wasn’t able to do anything to help that person.

                In the summer of 2001, I lost my grandfather (mother’s side), Lolo Peryong, to lung cancer. I was just 9 years old back then. I didn’t really know who my Lolo was because we only get to see them every 2-3 years. I’ve had 2 or maybe 3 memories of him that I could remember. It was so sudden. He had been taken away from us. I couldn’t do anything to help him because they lived in Tacloban, Leyte and we lived in Davao. I didn’t even cry at his funeral because I wasn’t able to spend that much time with him when he was still alive. The emotion of grieving wasn’t there. I felt sad because I saw all of my relatives, especially my grandmother and mother, cry their eyes out. But now that I think about it, it brings me to tears that I wasn’t even able to tell my lolo that I love him. This was my first memorable experience.

                   Then next experience came in August of 2003. My grandfather (father’s side), Daddy, also gave in to cancer and heart disease. I was 11 years old. This relationship was very different. We were able to spend every summer, holidays, and even special occasions together. They lived in Marbel, Koronadal, South Cotabato which was just a 3-hour drive away from Davao. We were in Davao when we heard the news. The moment I heard my crying dad’s trembling voice, I cried my tears out. The last time I saw my grandfather, he was so healthy that he even went to swim with us. We were devastated that he was taken away from us. I also couldn’t do anything to help my grandfather. The feeling of losing someone you love very much is so heavy. This was another memorable experience for me.

My Brutalism translation for sorrow, anger, and uselessness.

The structure is small because it represents the lowest point in my life.

                        Another experience came 2 years ago when we received news that my Ninang Cherry had a stage 2 cancer. Thankfully she had surgery right away before anymore damage could be done. But the problem didn’t stop there. The doctors were considering chemotherapy for her if the results didn’t come out good. She was so scared that when she was talking on the phone with my father, I could hear her scared and sad crying voice. I knew at that moment that I had to do something for a loved one. I told her right away that I was going to do something for her, to help her. In the end, the results came out good and she didn’t have to go through chemotherapy anymore. But I knew that I still had to do something.

My Modernistic approach in showing feelings of change in myself. The left side of the abstract art is somewhat less arrange than the form on the right because I meant to show my transition from being useless to somebody who could do some good.

                        So when I graduated from high school and there were no haircut rules to be followed, I started growing my hair. My cousin from the United States knew this organization, the “Locks for Loves” organization in Florida, an organization that makes wigs for cancer survivors. They accept any hair donations from across the world. So when I grew my hair for a year, I was able to cut it and send it to my cousin, who then gave it to the organization. At that moment when I knew that I was finally going to be able to help somebody, I was so happy that all the bad memories of me not being able to help my loved ones out were gone. I knew that somewhere in the world, I was able to help somebody out. I know that wigs doesn’t help heal cancer, but it gives the survivors hope that it will be alright for them and that people would do anything to help them and make them feel alright. It gives them hope that no matter how cancer gives them a hard life, there will always be somebody there to help them get through it. I am proud of what I have done and I hope that this current hair that I am growing would be able to help out more people. Losing someone is hard, but losing someone and knowing that you couldn’t do anything to help him/her out is even harder.

My Robotic/Hi-Tech approach in showing feelings of happiness and excitement. It is like a spiral staircase because it means that I'm climbing to greater heights because of what I am doing (refer to story). It was also based on a comb (also connected to the story).

CCP: CULTURAL CENTER OF THE PHILIPPINES

                      The Cultural Center of the Philippines is one of the most famous building structures of the Philippines. It not only houses the most famous art works of artists in the Philippines but it also houses our culture and heritage. It is one of those buildings known to the international audience. The Cultural Center of the Philippines also houses a theatre where performers, local or international, can perform. I always thought that the Cultural Center of the Philippines was only for local shows but because of the past shows that performed at the CCP like Cats, Andrew Llyod Webber’s Broadway Music, and Peter Pan a few years ago, I see that the Cultural Center of the Philippines will continue to hold local and international performances for the people of the Philippines to witness. Lucky for me, I live in a condo a few blocks away from the CCP which is located in Roxas Boulevard in Pasay City and Manila City.

                        A few days ago, I visited this magnificent building with just a camera and a head full of amazement. Looking at the exterior of the building, the CCP is very clean and spacious. Thanks to the janitors and guards who look after it, the outside of the CCP was very clean (and was even being cleaned when we went there on a Monday) even though the building was closed for the day. The big spaces outside also add to the definition of the massiveness of the building. When I went inside the building, the interior was more magnificent. The stairs look as though they were alive. The walls were old and gave me that feeling of being in the 1970’s. The ambience inside was soothing for my mood at that time. The lights gave effects to the artworks found inside the building. The inside was also clean and spacious. There were a lot of space inside and I couldn’t go through every space and corner of the building. I felt as though I was in an international building because of how the entire design of the building complimented the spaces and the rooms inside.

                        When I was also inside the CCP, it gave me weird feelings because of the artworks and the weird paintings displayed in the building. I felt as though I was in a dream where I was walking through wide and long hallways with these weird paintings on the wall. It kind of scared me for a moment because I was left alone by my companion in a dark hallway with scary paintings. Some of the paintings and artworks were cool like the ones on the 3^rd floor where the artist portrayed Jose Rizal as a “Jejemon” or having a cool haircut (Mohawk).

                        Since the building was made like 40 years ago, the building had old materials. The building was made mostly out of concrete. I touched the concrete walls of the building and was amazed to find out that they were smooth and very clean. The red carpets complimented the colour-less walls. They were soft and warm to even sleep on. The texture of the white ceiling in some floors gave a beautiful effect to the dark hallways and corridors, with the light of the sun coming from the small atriums in the middle of the building. The walls separating the many rooms in the building were made from wood. I remember the first thing I did when I got inside the building was to touch the wooden walls of the building. I even thought they were part of a very large artwork.

                        The lighting inside the building was sufficient enough to light the main parts of the buildings. I very much like the way they shine light on the artworks, particularly on the 2^nd and 3^rd floors of the CCP. The lights they use also add effects to the artwork. They also set the mood of the artwork on how they use the intensity of the light. It adds to the calm ambience of the building. I had a problem with one part of the building that they should have put lights on. I was on the stairs coming in from the basement and I couldn’t really see the steps of the stairs I was stepping on. I almost tripped on one of the steps before reaching the main floor.

                        The whole structure of the building is magnificent because if gives you a feeling of being in a different place when you are inside the building. It gives you this feeling because of how the building was constructed and designed. I mean you don’t see those kinds building nowadays that have that have snake-like stairwells, or those curvy almost elliptical concrete that form the walls. You don’t see high ceilings and massive concrete posts nowadays. This can be also seen in the contextualization of the building because it fits in where it stands. Roxas Boulevard houses many of our government buildings built with the same style and materials as of the CCP Complex. The Roxas Boulevard separates the magnificent buildings such as the CCP from the modern-type buildings found in Taft Avenue.

                        Each elements of the building plays an important part in the form of the building. The rectangular shape that forms the head shows its massiveness and masculine side while the curves formed by the walls and the ramps give it its feminine side. The structure then looks gay inside and outside when you look at it in another way. They say that the architect of the building, Leandro Locsin, got the concept of the CCP building from a toilet. If you look at it from above, you would notice that it does look like a toilet bowl with the water and everything. But when I look at it from a man’s eye view, I see it as a robot with muscular arms trying to pose like Arnold Schwarzenegger in a body building contest. I just thought I might share it.

                        When we finally left the building, I felt as though I had a short time exploring it (even though we spent like 4-5 hours inside the building). We did get to see the inside of the theatre because we snuck in. We were able to take a few pictures inside and I must say that I had a sublime moment inside the theatre because I have never been to this type of theatre (because the theatre in Pagcor is very different) before and the only time I could see this type of theatre were in the movies. I was in awe when I saw the high ceiling of the theatre, and also the beautifully aligned seats. The stage was even magnificent. The stage was gigantic and wide and was elevated so high that it was hard to find a way up. Sad thing that we weren’t able to go up the stage because we thought we heard footsteps coming from behind us.

                        The magnificence of the building called the Cultural Center of the Philippines cannot just be ignored. It is a majestic building that houses our culture, the culture of the “Filipino”. It is a must-see place in your list of “things to see before I die” list. It will give you a sublime moment when you are outside and inside the building. You can’t fully appreciate the beauty of the building when you just pass by it inside a car driving down Roxas Boulevard. You have to experience going inside the dark basement and climbing up the weird staircases to experience ultimate sublime. You have to walk the well-lit hallways and experience the beauty of the paintings that pave the way for our national artists. You have to touch, smell, see, and hear what is inside the building to say that you fully experienced the CCP tour. I have done these things and I must say that I enjoyed my time inside this wonderful building. I love the experience and I’ll be coming back soon with more companions to experience the Cultural Center of the Philippines.

ARCHITECTURAL MANIFESTO (REBLOGGED - August 10, 2010)

          What is Architecture for me? Architecture or the study of architecture is defined as the art and science of designing and erecting buildings. This definition is simple to understand. Each architecture student has their own definition to the course they are taking up. Some may define architecture in a broad way, while others give deeper meanings to the word architecture. My definition of Architecture as of this moment has greatly changed. I first thought of an architect as just a designer of a structure. I only thought of the architect as the one who decorates the exterior and interior faces of the building. In my previous school, we weren’t taught about the principles of design, instead, we were just told to copy and redraw everything the teacher has already made for us. We also didn’t have a proper start on the basics of the principles of design. We weren’t taught how to extract the designs and ideas we visualize from our heads, and put all the output on paper. We were just given a finished plate, and then we just had to copy it. It was a bad start for me in that school because I did not know the basic principles of design, and also, it wasn’t up to us to make our own designs yet. Transferring to this school, I learned a lot about the basics of design, how to create and visualize, and how to get an output of it. But through the many subjects that I have taken this term here in De La Salle – College of Saint Benilde, I now define an architect as the shadow of an engineer. I do not mean to say that we aren’t that important in the planning and constructing of a structure. We are the opposite of insignificant. WE ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM. It’s like you can’t say you’re human if you don’t cast a shadow. For this reason, you can’t say that an engineer is always right with his plan. An engineer still needs an architect to review the plan before having it constructed. An engineer always needs an architect to decide how a building should be made. We are really important to every design that is made by an engineer. I remember in my old school, my teacher would always say that we can’t recruit engineers for our firms, we can only wait until an engineer recruits us then we can all join in one firm. But with this definition, an architect should be able to choose his/her team of interior designers and engineers to create a firm. Another definition I give to architecture is that architecture is the most important part of a construction. The architecture would define how the structure would look like, and how it should be built. Architecture is one of the most important fundamentals of design and construction. Without architecture, a building wouldn’t be complete. Architecture starts with complete planning, and creates impressive designs. These are my definitions of architecture, and being part of it.

          What do I like about architecture? What I like about architecture has stayed the same since I started with this course. I still like the thought of having one of my designs, one that I planned from my ideas, be constructed for people to use. I also like the thought of visualizing what I want to create, and later on, see the product of what I have visualized. I also want to share and give to my future clients all the plans and designs that I could think of for them. Having clients to help would also mean that I could help a lot of people during this lifetime, and this is the biggest way of doing it. I also want the challenge of reconstructing the structures our ancestors made in their time that are still standing tall today. I also want to draw structures that are one of a kind. I want to prove to myself and to everybody that I can draw any type of structure that I could think of, and that it will still stand tall even when I’m long gone. But being an architect, or taking up an architecture course wasn’t my dream to start along. I’ve always wanted to become a pilot. I have had this passion of flying since I could remember. My father kept telling me that I should just take up architecture because I also had the talent for drawing. I only got the influence of taking up this course because of my Ninong. My greatest influence in becoming an architecture student is my Ninong, who studied architecture but is not licensed to practice it because he did not take the board exam. The reason why I chose the course of architecture is because I want to finish what he couldn’t finish. If ever I finish architecture and get my license, I would be the first architect in our family (Gutierrez Family), and that would be a great honour. Because I didn’t get any honour awards in High School, I want this to be a way to make my family, especially my dad, proud. My dad was also the one who paid for my Ninong to go to college and take up this course, but he only got a big disappointment when my Ninong wasn’t able to finish. So finishing this course would make this is the biggest way of making my dad proud of me. But when I do finish my course, I would still want to go to aviation school. I still have passion for both drawing and flying. But before going to aviation school, I would earn money from my other future profession, architecture. All of these things that I want to happen in my life, I just want my parents to tell me how proud they are of me. I want to be the best that I can be, to prove to people that I could be a successful person. Architecture could help me accomplish my dreams.

         What do I not like about architecture? What I do not like about architecture based on my current situation and what I am experiencing right now is that it is still hard for me to create and put to paper what I visualize in my mind. I know that what I like about architecture is also the reason what I hate about architecture. I still don’t know how to extract this visualization of ideas from my mind. I would always visualize and think of a lot of designs for a building, but I still don’t know how to start drawing it or constructing it. But even though I have this hard time of putting into output when designing, I still have fun planning it. And I know that through out this course, I will be able to develop my skills and be the best that I can be in this course. Another reason that contributes to what I do not like about architecture is the many assignments that are given every week. In my previous school, we were given only two to three (2-3) assignments per week, all of which are easy to do. But here in Benilde, the many assignments given every week would require very deep thinking and analyzing. I admit that I do not know how to manage my time, and this contributes to why I cram for my assignments. Another reason that satisfies the question is the pressure from making designs to present to an architect. I get pressured because I would always think that the architects might not like my design, or they might try to find flaws that would ultimately lead to my downfall. The criticism also contributes to this pressure. I know that the criticisms would help me in my designs in the future, but the thought of being a rookie in this course and not knowing much, and the architects expecting big, doesn’t seem right. Also, what I do not like about architecture is the thought of not having many clients to sell to, or not having any clients who like my style of designing. The biggest fear that I have had since High School is the fear of being rejected. I have been rejected by a lot of people in the past like girls rejecting my courting, people rejecting the personality that I have, and even the answers that I give to questions are being rejected. But all these things are part of High School life. In the future, being rejected by a client because he/she does not want my design is going to be a big hit. The feeling would be like being rejected in life. The thoughts of rejection to make a living, rejection to help people, and even rejection to the future you have been planning all your life clouds my head. Even though I’m still studying architecture, I would think of these things, and it would erase any inspiration that I had before I started this course. Rejection is one reason to what I do not like about architecture. All these reasons would explain what I do not like about architecture.

-Future Architect JAG

SPACE MAP

We were tasked to create a "space map/mind map" of what we feel and experience when we do our daily routines in school. I chose to space map a normal busy day for me. Using foam board, wires, and glue, I represented how I feel when doing my routine in school (i.e. walking to class, riding the elevator, going down the stairs). We were to present this in class this June 14, 2011 but as I have contracted some kind of flu (adding to that the stress from design classes, lack of sleep, bad weather, and my body resistance (ehem, fat boy here)), I might as well post my work in blog form as to not waste my hours of labor and the life of my glue gun (which exploded because apparently I don't know how to use a glue gun properly).

This long wire represents the long wait I do when falling in line for the elevator.

The cube represents my feeling when I am inside the elevator full of students. I feel constraint. I feel as though I am confined in just a small place. Thankfully, it is just a short ride.

The wavy wire represents running. I am always late when I go to class.

The egg-shaped like wire was intended to be a cocoon, representing me stuck in a class but at the same time, I want to be inside that class.

The long wire connecting from the cocoon to the platform represents me taking my time going to the restroom.

Then from the platform (restroom) connecting a long wire to a spring-like connection represents another long walk (still taking my time) going to the library (LRC).

The spring design represents me circling around the library, trying to find books that would help me in my design.

Then from the spring wire, it connects to a short wire with skewered foam board representing me falling in the elevator line with a lot of students in my way.

So in the end, I take the stairs going down to the other exit (side exit) of the school.

My model in 60x60cm foam board

This is just a typical "busy day" for me.

ARCHITECTURAL STYLES

DECONSTRUCTIVISM:

The Deconstructivist style designs buildings in parts. It is as if it is done in bits and parts, in a haphazard manner. It reflects discordant pieces joined together to form unrelated abstract forms. [1]

Imperial War Museum by Daniel Libeskind

Vitra Design Museum by Frank Ghery

BLOB ARCHITECTURE/ BLOBITECTURE:

 In Blobitecture style, the buildings have an organic, amoeba-shaped bulging form. [2]

The Sage Gateshead by Norman Foster

Experience Music Project and Science Fiction Museum and Hall of Fame by Frank Ghery

MINIMALISM:

The design of the building is very basic where the work is stripped down to its most fundamental features. [3]

Church of Light by Tadao Ando

Barcelona Pavilion by Ludwig Mies van der Rohe

HIGH-TECH ARCHITECTURE:

High-tech architecture style incorporates elements of high-tech industry and technology into building design. [4]

HSBC Main Building by Norman Foster

Lloyd's Building by Richard Rogers

BRUTALIST ARCHITECTURE:

Brutalist buildings usually are formed with striking repetitive angular geometries, and, where concrete is used, often revealing the texture of the wooden forms used for the in-situ casting. [5]

Birmingham Central Library by John Madin

Trellick Tower by Erno Goldfinger

GREEN ARCHITECTURE/ SUSTAINABLE ARCHITECTURE:

Green architecture, or green design, is an approach to building that minimizes harmful effects on human health and the environment. [6]

Fallingwater by Frank Llyod Wright

SKYSCRAPER:

A skyscraper is a tall, continuously habitable building. It protrudes above its built environment and changes the overall skyline. [7]

Burj Khalifa by Adrian Smith

Taipei 101 by C.Y. Lee

MODERN ARCHITECTURE:

The characteristics of this style are:
          -simplicity and clarity of forms and elimination of "unnecessary detail"
          -visual expression of structure (as opposed to the hiding of structural elements)
          -use of industrially-produced materials; adoption of the machine aesthetic
          -particularly in International Style modernism, a visual emphasis on horizontal and vertical lines [8]

Salk Institute by Louis Kahn

Robie House by Ludwig Mies van der Rohe

POSTMODERN ARCHITECTURE:

Characteristics include the use of sculptural forms, ornaments, anthropomorphism and materials which perform trompe l'oeil. These physical characteristics are combined with conceptual characteristics of meaning. These characteristics of meaning include pluralism, double coding, flying buttresses and high ceilings, irony and paradox, and contextualism. [9]

Bank of America Center by John Burgee

Gare do Oriente by Calatrava

ORGANIC ARCHITECTURE:

Aphilosophy of architecture which promotes harmony between human habitation and the natural world through design approaches so sympathetic and well integrated with its site that buildings, furnishings, and surroundings become part of a unified, interrelated composition. [10]

Sagrada Familia by Antonio Gaudi

CRITICAL REGIONALISM:

An approach to architecture that strives to counter placelessness and lack of identity in Modern Architecture by utilizing the building's geographical context. [11]

Bagsvaerd Church by Jørn Utzon

Saynatsalo Town Hall by Alvar Aalto

BIOMORPHIC ARCHITECTURE:

Biomorphic architecture attempts to morph artistic design elements into naturally occurring shapes, or patterns reminisent of nature. [12]



Foot notes:
[1] http://www.brighthub.com/engineering/civil/articles/66988.aspx
[2] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blob_architecture
[3] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minimalist_architecture#Minimalist_design
[4] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High-tech_architecture
[5] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brutalist_architecture
[6] http://architecture.about.com/od/greenconcepts/g/green.htm
[7] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skyscraper
[8] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Modern_architecture#Characteristics
[9] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Postmodern_architecture#Aims_and_characteristics
[10] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organic_architecture
[11] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Critical_Regionalism
[12] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biomorphic_Art